A Dosage From Delusional

by Stelladeora

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Thank Yous
Stelladeora would like to thank so many people for making this EP a possibility. First and foremost, we would like to thank all of our fans, family, & friends for coming out to all of our shows and showing your continued support! You all know who you are! Also to the Lyon, Carubia, & Patel families for putting up with our loud practices at one point or another. To Leyna, for STILL dealing with our loud practices :-). To 1176 Studios for giving us the incentive to make ourselves way more epic than we could've ever possibly imagined. To PJ Angeloni for helping us pick up the pieces, and Mike Lisa for taking on way more than you expected ( lol ). Thank you Vince Inciong & Tom Campanella for your multimedia awesomeness, and Danielle Campanella, our Merch Girl! To Seth Pellum, Sam Oh, & Ryan Wilson, thank you for contributing your musical geniusness to our masterpiece. Thanks to Russ Ippoliti & Danny Lammi for coming to our aid when we were short staffed. Tim Weber you will always be our #1 fan, Joseph Valdez - Thank you for your prayers! To Craigslist - Thank you for answering our prayers. To Clockwork & Blog TV, you just rock! To all the venues who welcomed us to their stages, and all the bands we've met along the way. To Hellhound Studios, Deb Rosser & The Alt Beast. To Phil Timpson for the hookup, and Neil Brown for jumpin on board; We can't wait to start this new chapter as a band with you! To Melanie Duzick for letting us use your BEAUTIFUL artwork, and Chris V for your badass comic design ideas! Lastly, Hollywood Girl, 90.5 The Night, iRadioPhilly, The Real Radio Show, you gave us air time before we had an EP out! We can't wait to share the new stuff with you! If we forgot to mention anyone who has helped us along the way , just know that we appreciate it SO SO much, we couldn't have done all of this without your support! Enjoy the music, it's FINALLY here! We thought this day would never come :-) . We <3 you all....

Justina, Avi, & Mike

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released 23 June 2012

"System Failure"
Produced, Mixed & Mastered by Avinash Patel
Arranged by Avinash Patel & Justina Carubia
Samples from "Magnetic Poetry", "Relic", "Free Will"

"Magnetic Poetry"
Produced, Mixed, & Mastered by Avinash Patel
Music & Lyrics by Avinash Patel & Justina Carubia
Instrumentation:
Lead Vocals & Harmonies by Justina Carubia
Scream by Avinash Patel
Guitars by Avinash Patel
Bass by Ryan Wilson
Drums by Mike Lyon
Synths & Keys by Jon Santos

"Free Will"
Produced by Mike Lisa
Mixed by Mike Lisa
Mastered by Avinash Patel
Music & Lyrics by Avinash Patel & Justina Carubia
Instrumentation:
All Vocals by Justina Carubia
Guitars by Avinash Patel & Mike Lisa
Bass by Ryan Wilson
Drums by Mike Lyon
Other Percussion by Mike Lisa
Synths by Justina Carubia

"Clockwork"
Produced, Mixed, & Mastered by Avinash Patel
Music & Lyrics by Avinash Patel & Justina Carubia
Instrumentation:
Lead Vocals & Harmonies by Justina Carubia
Screams: Avinash Patel
Guitars by Avinash Patel
Bass by Ryan Wilson
Drums by Mike Lyon
Other Percussion by Avinash Patel

"My Mistake"
Produced by Mike Lisa
Mixed by Mike Lisa
Mastered by Avinash Patel
Music & Lyrics by Avinash Patel & Justina Carubia
Instrumentation:
All Vocals by Justina Carubia
Guitars by Avinash Patel, Mike Lisa, & Seth Pellum
Bass by Ryan Wilson
Drums by Mike Lyon
Other Percussion by Mike Lisa

"Relic"
Produced by Mike Lisa
Mixed by Mike Lisa
Mastered by Avinash Patel
Music & Lyrics by Avinash Patel & Justina Carubia
Instrumentation:
All Vocals by Justina Carubia
Guitars by Avinash Patel
Bass by Ryan Wilson
Drums by Mike Lyon
Other Percussion by Mike Lisa
Synths by Justina Carubia

"Aerborne"
Produced by Mike Lisa
Mixed by Mike Lisa
Mastered by Avinash Patel
Music & Lyrics by Avinash Patel & Justina Carubia
Instrumentation:
All Vocals by Justina Carubia
Guitars by Avinash Patel
Bass by Ryan Wilson
Drums by Mike Lyon
Other Percussion by Mike Lisa
Synths by Mike Lisa

"Mourning Waves"
Produced, Mixed & Mastered by Avinash Patel
Arranged by Avinash Patel
Strings Recorded by Mike Lisa
Cello by Sam Oh

"Goodbye August"
Produced by Mike Lisa
Mixed by Mike Lisa
Mastered by Avinash Patel
Music & Lyrics by Avinash Patel & Justina Carubia
Instrumentation:
Lead Vocals & Harmonies by Justina Carubia
Gang Vocals by Justina Carubia & Avinash Patel
Cello by Sam Oh
Guitars by Avinash Patel & Seth Pellum
Bass by Ryan Wilson
Drums by Mike Lyon
Other Percussion by Mike Lisa

Cover Art by Melanie Duzick
Cover Design by Justina Carubia & Avinash Patel

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Stelladeora New Jersey

Stelladeora (Justina Carubia, Avinash Patel, Mike Lyon, Neil Brown) is a female fronted rock band from New Jersey. They write catchy pop hooks with powerful, soaring vocals, over crunchy guitars. They are scheduled to release their debut EP "A Dosage From Delusional" this summer! Please check Stelladeora.com for all of their news and updates! ... more

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Track Name: Magnetic Poetry
She slips a note into his pocket
He says, "Please don't leave me dear,
For I have gone through far too much
To get through to you this year"

His hand placed on her locket
As he whispers in her ear,
"Just give me one more chance,
And I'll take you through the atmosphere"

With helium I'm high to fly
Take me up

In this dream
Far between magnetic poetry
The world is just too far to see from here
Shield your eyes
I'm exactly where I wanna be
The world is just too far to see from here

The sky grows dimmer
As the capsule reaches toward the sky
She cups her hand to catch the
Single tear drop from his eye

For he has given up
Her love has hung him out to dry
He throws her to the ground,
"I'll see you in another life..."

With helium I'm high on life
I'm falling now

In this dream
Far between magnetic poetry
The world is just too far to see from here
Shield your eyes
I'm exactly where I wanna be
The world is just too far to see from here

He takes the note out of his pocket
He reads the note to himself out loud
It said "I never meant to hurt you, but
The voices that were talking in my head were too loud...
But now this heart is medicated
A dosage from delusional..."
He screams to himself,
"What have I done, what have I done?!?"

In this dream
Far between magnetic poetry
The world is just too far to see from here
Shield your eyes
I'm exactly where I wanna be
The world is just too far to see from here

In this dream
Far between magnetic poetry
The world is just too far to see from here
Shield your eyes
I'm exactly where I wanna be
The world is just too far to see from here

In this dream
Far between magnetic poetry
The world is just too far to see from here
Shield your eyes
I'm exactly where I wanna be
The world is just too far to see from here
Track Name: Free Will
Holding onto one another's hand
Never let go
Don't you understand

Words do fail me
But that won't bail me out
Hand over mouth
No more screams and shouts

I'm gonna make you love me yeah
I'm gonna take your own free will away
I'm gonna make you love me yeah
Until you say that you will stay

Standing still now, no one makes a move
Beggers can't be,
Beggers never choose

Count the hours
Who's the one to blame
Flammable heart
On an open flame

I'm gonna make you love me yeah
I'm gonna take your own free will away
I'm gonna make you love me yeah
Until you say that you will stay

I'm gonna hold you down and make you beg for mercy
I'm gonna hold you, hold you down
Until you say you love me
I'm gonna hold you down...

I'm gonna hold you down
Til you say you love me
I'm gonna hold you down
Oh - Oooh whoa!

Whoa whoa whoa - ooh
Whoa whoa whoa - ooh

I'm gonna make you love me yeah
I'm gonna take your own free will away
I'm gonna make you love me yeah
Until you say that you will stay

I'm gonna make you love me yeah
I'm gonna take your own free will away
I'm gonna make you love me yeah
Until you say that you will stay
Track Name: Clockwork
You're like a chiropractor
You bend my bones until they break
I watch the morning turn to night

But I'm just weighing factors
You hold your pull upon the slack
I make decisions for myself
Don't walk away right now

I'm still talking to you
You're so predictable

You're just a vicious cycle
You happen everytime
Your pattern generating
Like Clockwork, like Clockwork
You're just a wasted theory
A Hypothetic lie
Your pattern still repeating
Like Clockwork, like Clockwork

Whoa, whoa , whoa , whoa

You're like the morning after
Audio visions in my head
Alarm clock buzzing them to life

And now you're talking backwards
You're dancing circles on a wire
The tunnel vision blurs the lines
A cloudy alibi

I'm still talkin to you
You're unbelievable

You're just a vicious cycle
You happen everytime
Your pattern generating
Like Clockwork, like Clockwork
You're just a wasted theory
A Hypothetic lie
Your pattern still repeating
Like Clockwork, like Clockwork

Instrumental Bridge

You're just a vicious cycle
You happen everytime
Your pattern generating
Like Clockwork, like Clockwork

You're just a wasted theory
A Hypothetic lie
Your pattern still repeating
Like Clockwork, like Clockwork

Repeat 1x
Track Name: My Mistake
Say a prayer
There's something in the air
Something's going down tonight
Do I even wanna know now?

Could it be that
This was meant to be?
Was I ever dealt the hand ?
Was I even supposed to be here?

I pray that this is just a dream
We never practice what we preach
So I swear
And say a little prayer
Now I'm fallin to my knees
Got me falliin to my knees

My Mistake
It was a big mistake I,
Don't know what I was thinking
My Mistake
I couldn't catch a break
I'm runnin from my luck
I can't go back now

My mistake
My mistake

I've misread
All the voices in my head
Ignoring all the signs
Tell me why didn't I listen...

Could it be that
This was meant to be?
Was I living in a lie?
Was it all a fabrication?

I pray that this is just a dream
We never practice what we preach
So I swear
And say a little prayer
Now I'm fallin to my knees
Falliin to my knees

My Mistake
It was a big mistake I,
Don't know what I was thinking
My Mistake
I couldn't catch a break
I'm runnin from my luck
I can't go back now

My mistake
My mistake
My mistake
My mistake

Instrumental Break

There's no such thing as happy accidents
You were meant to witness all of this
I'm a victim of circumstance
There's no such thing as happy accidents
You were meant to witness all of this
I'm a victim of circumstance

I pray that this is just a dream
We never practice what we preach
I pray that this is just a dream

My Mistake
It was a big mistake I,
Don't know what I was thinking
My Mistake
I couldn't catch a break
I'm runnin from my luck
I can't go back now

My mistake
My mistake
My mistake
My mistake
Track Name: Relic
Carefully preserved
Reliquary
Precious Vessel
Housing reminiscient capillaries

Once the source
Of my admiration
But now dismembered
For your lack of information

So tell me
What have you seen , that you don't believe

I need a way to understand
Make me feel what's real....

Never be the one to let me fall
Be the one to turn it back around
Because I am broken
Give me a solid feeling
A relic tangible to hold
And I'll never let it go

Hiding behind a lie
Secrets concealed in time
But the past still remains
Will insanity claim me again

But what's done is done
In most cases
Not even time erases
Some wounds never close
They just only get replaced

What can this be...
Inside of me?

I need a way to understand
Make me feel what's real...

Never be the one to let me fall
Be the one to turn it back around
Because I am broken
Give me a solid feeling
A relic tangible to hold
And I'll never let it go

Stolen from a lover's past
Unrequited, out of grasp
Wear this keepsake that I bare
Let this be thy love and care

What you need to make you feel
Something tangible and real
Dwelling here a love so dear
Something timeless to reveal

Only one thing that I ask
Never let this charm unfasten
Seal this promise with a kiss
Know that ignorance is bliss

Give me one true feeling
Give me one true feeling
Give me one true feeling
Never be the one
to let me fall....

Never be the one to let me fall
Be the one to turn it back around
Since I, I am broken
Give me a solid feeling
A relic tangible to hold
And I'll never let it ...

I'll never be the one to let you fall
I'll be the one to turn it back around
Before I was broken
Here is that solid feeling
A relic tangible to hold
And don't ever let it go...
Track Name: Aerborne
Hmmmmm...

It's amazing all the beauty
You see when you're falling
From such great heights

Last thoughts are running
Through your mind
As you're racing to the ground
No time to make things right

And it's too late now....

Cuz I'm aerborne
I'm falling from the sky
(Falling from the sky)
You could've saved me
But you didn't even try
(Didn't even try)

Oh the wind dies down eventually
You can't sail forever
Only to horizon lines

Well you'll float until
The fire dies tonight

But obsession always come with a price
You gotta let it go, let it go
Let it find its way through the night
(Let it go)
Cuz rebellious hearts put up a good fight

You can't save me now...

Cuz I'm aerborne
I'm fallin from the sky
(Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o
Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o)
You could've saved me
But you didn't even try
(Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o
Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o)

Now I'm accelerating
Even faster now
I don't know when
And don't know how
I'll see you again...
(Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o
Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o)

Because I'm aerborne, I'm fallin from the sky...

What has been done
Will always be done
Gravity's not our side
To bring back the time

What have I done
What have I done
I'm exceeding altitude

What has been done
Will always be done
Gravity's not our side
To bring back your life

What have I done
What have I done
August, without you

You can't save me now
You couldn't even save yourself

Aerborne
I'm falling from the sky
(Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o
Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o)
You could've saved me
But you didn't even try
(Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o
Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o)

Now I'm accelerating
Even faster now
I don't know when
And don't know how
I'll see you again...

Because I'm aerborne
And now I've seen the light
The light...
The light...
Track Name: Goodbye August
Memories were yesterday
But this life is always on fast forward
So I take this grain of summer sand
As a keepsake

Counting down the days again
To the land of all life's harsh realities
So I take these dreams of fireflies
And I set them free

They'll always be here with me

Goodbye August
You left me before I was able to say
Goodbye August....

Soon the leaves will start to fall
And the saltwater will start to freeze away
And the footsteps all will start to lose their traces

You feel like you've been here before
But the concept of the times all start to change
But we never will forget the smiles on our faces

They'll always live within me

Goodbye August
You left me before I was able to say
Goodbye August....
Goodbye August
You left me once more now your pushing away
Goodbye August

Golden rays of summer light
They leave us for the autumn nights
Let's sing this last song one more time
Until it's time to say goodbye

Say goodbye
Whoa whoa
Say Goodbye
Whoa whoa whoa
whoa whoa
Say goodbye