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A Dosage From Delusional

by Stelladeora

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Magnetic Poetry (free) 03:29
She slips a note into his pocket He says, "Please don't leave me dear, For I have gone through far too much To get through to you this year" His hand placed on her locket As he whispers in her ear, "Just give me one more chance, And I'll take you through the atmosphere" With helium I'm high to fly Take me up In this dream Far between magnetic poetry The world is just too far to see from here Shield your eyes I'm exactly where I wanna be The world is just too far to see from here The sky grows dimmer As the capsule reaches toward the sky She cups her hand to catch the Single tear drop from his eye For he has given up Her love has hung him out to dry He throws her to the ground, "I'll see you in another life..." With helium I'm high on life I'm falling now In this dream Far between magnetic poetry The world is just too far to see from here Shield your eyes I'm exactly where I wanna be The world is just too far to see from here He takes the note out of his pocket He reads the note to himself out loud It said "I never meant to hurt you, but The voices that were talking in my head were too loud... But now this heart is medicated A dosage from delusional..." He screams to himself, "What have I done, what have I done?!?" In this dream Far between magnetic poetry The world is just too far to see from here Shield your eyes I'm exactly where I wanna be The world is just too far to see from here In this dream Far between magnetic poetry The world is just too far to see from here Shield your eyes I'm exactly where I wanna be The world is just too far to see from here In this dream Far between magnetic poetry The world is just too far to see from here Shield your eyes I'm exactly where I wanna be The world is just too far to see from here
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Free Will 05:14
Holding onto one another's hand Never let go Don't you understand Words do fail me But that won't bail me out Hand over mouth No more screams and shouts I'm gonna make you love me yeah I'm gonna take your own free will away I'm gonna make you love me yeah Until you say that you will stay Standing still now, no one makes a move Beggers can't be, Beggers never choose Count the hours Who's the one to blame Flammable heart On an open flame I'm gonna make you love me yeah I'm gonna take your own free will away I'm gonna make you love me yeah Until you say that you will stay I'm gonna hold you down and make you beg for mercy I'm gonna hold you, hold you down Until you say you love me I'm gonna hold you down... I'm gonna hold you down Til you say you love me I'm gonna hold you down Oh - Oooh whoa! Whoa whoa whoa - ooh Whoa whoa whoa - ooh I'm gonna make you love me yeah I'm gonna take your own free will away I'm gonna make you love me yeah Until you say that you will stay I'm gonna make you love me yeah I'm gonna take your own free will away I'm gonna make you love me yeah Until you say that you will stay
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Clockwork 03:19
You're like a chiropractor You bend my bones until they break I watch the morning turn to night But I'm just weighing factors You hold your pull upon the slack I make decisions for myself Don't walk away right now I'm still talking to you You're so predictable You're just a vicious cycle You happen everytime Your pattern generating Like Clockwork, like Clockwork You're just a wasted theory A Hypothetic lie Your pattern still repeating Like Clockwork, like Clockwork Whoa, whoa , whoa , whoa You're like the morning after Audio visions in my head Alarm clock buzzing them to life And now you're talking backwards You're dancing circles on a wire The tunnel vision blurs the lines A cloudy alibi I'm still talkin to you You're unbelievable You're just a vicious cycle You happen everytime Your pattern generating Like Clockwork, like Clockwork You're just a wasted theory A Hypothetic lie Your pattern still repeating Like Clockwork, like Clockwork Instrumental Bridge You're just a vicious cycle You happen everytime Your pattern generating Like Clockwork, like Clockwork You're just a wasted theory A Hypothetic lie Your pattern still repeating Like Clockwork, like Clockwork Repeat 1x
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My Mistake 03:35
Say a prayer There's something in the air Something's going down tonight Do I even wanna know now? Could it be that This was meant to be? Was I ever dealt the hand ? Was I even supposed to be here? I pray that this is just a dream We never practice what we preach So I swear And say a little prayer Now I'm fallin to my knees Got me falliin to my knees My Mistake It was a big mistake I, Don't know what I was thinking My Mistake I couldn't catch a break I'm runnin from my luck I can't go back now My mistake My mistake I've misread All the voices in my head Ignoring all the signs Tell me why didn't I listen... Could it be that This was meant to be? Was I living in a lie? Was it all a fabrication? I pray that this is just a dream We never practice what we preach So I swear And say a little prayer Now I'm fallin to my knees Falliin to my knees My Mistake It was a big mistake I, Don't know what I was thinking My Mistake I couldn't catch a break I'm runnin from my luck I can't go back now My mistake My mistake My mistake My mistake Instrumental Break There's no such thing as happy accidents You were meant to witness all of this I'm a victim of circumstance There's no such thing as happy accidents You were meant to witness all of this I'm a victim of circumstance I pray that this is just a dream We never practice what we preach I pray that this is just a dream My Mistake It was a big mistake I, Don't know what I was thinking My Mistake I couldn't catch a break I'm runnin from my luck I can't go back now My mistake My mistake My mistake My mistake
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Relic 05:09
Carefully preserved Reliquary Precious Vessel Housing reminiscient capillaries Once the source Of my admiration But now dismembered For your lack of information So tell me What have you seen , that you don't believe I need a way to understand Make me feel what's real.... Never be the one to let me fall Be the one to turn it back around Because I am broken Give me a solid feeling A relic tangible to hold And I'll never let it go Hiding behind a lie Secrets concealed in time But the past still remains Will insanity claim me again But what's done is done In most cases Not even time erases Some wounds never close They just only get replaced What can this be... Inside of me? I need a way to understand Make me feel what's real... Never be the one to let me fall Be the one to turn it back around Because I am broken Give me a solid feeling A relic tangible to hold And I'll never let it go Stolen from a lover's past Unrequited, out of grasp Wear this keepsake that I bare Let this be thy love and care What you need to make you feel Something tangible and real Dwelling here a love so dear Something timeless to reveal Only one thing that I ask Never let this charm unfasten Seal this promise with a kiss Know that ignorance is bliss Give me one true feeling Give me one true feeling Give me one true feeling Never be the one to let me fall.... Never be the one to let me fall Be the one to turn it back around Since I, I am broken Give me a solid feeling A relic tangible to hold And I'll never let it ... I'll never be the one to let you fall I'll be the one to turn it back around Before I was broken Here is that solid feeling A relic tangible to hold And don't ever let it go...
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Aerborne 04:42
It's amazing all the beauty You see when you're falling From such great heights Last thoughts are running Through your mind As you're racing to the ground No time to make things right And it's too late now.... Cuz I'm aerborne I'm falling from the sky (Falling from the sky) You could've saved me But you didn't even try (Didn't even try) Oh the wind dies down eventually You can't sail forever Only to horizon lines Well you'll float until The fire dies tonight But obsession always come with a price You gotta let it go, let it go Let it find its way through the night (Let it go) Cuz rebellious hearts put up a good fight You can't save me now... Cuz I'm aerborne I'm fallin from the sky (Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o) You could've saved me But you didn't even try (Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o) Now I'm accelerating Even faster now I don't know when And don't know how I'll see you again... (Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o) Because I'm aerborne, I'm fallin from the sky... What has been done Will always be done Gravity's not our side To bring back the time What have I done What have I done I'm exceeding altitude What has been done Will always be done Gravity's not our side To bring back your life What have I done What have I done August, without you You can't save me now You couldn't even save yourself Aerborne I'm falling from the sky (Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o) You could've saved me But you didn't even try (Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh-o) Now I'm accelerating Even faster now I don't know when And don't know how I'll see you again... Because I'm aerborne And now I've seen the light The light... The light...
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Memories were yesterday But this life is always on fast forward So I take this grain of summer sand As a keepsake Counting down the days again To the land of all life's harsh realities So I take these dreams of fireflies And I set them free They'll always be here with me Goodbye August You left me before I was able to say Goodbye August.... Soon the leaves will start to fall And the saltwater will start to freeze away And the footsteps all will start to lose their traces You feel like you've been here before But the concept of the times all start to change But we never will forget the smiles on our faces They'll always live within me Goodbye August You left me before I was able to say Goodbye August.... Goodbye August You left me once more now your pushing away Goodbye August Golden rays of summer light They leave us for the autumn nights Let's sing this last song one more time Until it's time to say goodbye Say goodbye Whoa whoa Say Goodbye Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa Say goodbye

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Upon this album's release, we held a donation period, where donators were able to download the album for free and optionally leave a donation of their choice. Whoever donated money were then taken into account, and if we raised enough money to get a small batch of the album pressed (which we DID!), we would reward our supporters with a signed hard copy (which we also did!) You can view that video of us signing and thanking our fans, here:
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Thank Yous
Stelladeora would like to thank so many people for making this EP a possibility. First and foremost, we would like to thank all of our fans, family, & friends for coming out to all of our shows and showing your continued support! You all know who you are! Also to the Lyon, Carubia, & Patel families for putting up with our loud practices at one point or another. To Leyna, for STILL dealing with our loud practices :-). To 1176 Studios for giving us the incentive to make ourselves way more epic than we could've ever possibly imagined. To PJ Angeloni for helping us pick up the pieces, and Mike Lisa for taking on way more than you expected ( lol ). Thank you Vince Inciong & Tom Campanella for your multimedia awesomeness, and Danielle Campanella, our Merch Girl! To Seth Pellum, Sam Oh, & Ryan Wilson, thank you for contributing your musical geniusness to our masterpiece. Thanks to Russ Ippoliti & Danny Lammi for coming to our aid when we were short staffed. Tim Weber you will always be our #1 fan, Joseph Valdez - Thank you for your prayers! To Craigslist - Thank you for answering our prayers. To Clockwork & Blog TV, you just rock! To all the venues who welcomed us to their stages, and all the bands we've met along the way. To Hellhound Studios, Deb Rosser & The Alt Beast. To Phil Timpson for the hookup, and Neil Brown for jumpin on board; We can't wait to start this new chapter as a band with you! To Melanie Duzick for letting us use your BEAUTIFUL artwork, and Chris V for your badass comic design ideas! Lastly, Hollywood Girl, 90.5 The Night, iRadioPhilly, The Real Radio Show, you gave us air time before we had an EP out! We can't wait to share the new stuff with you! If we forgot to mention anyone who has helped us along the way , just know that we appreciate it SO SO much, we couldn't have done all of this without your support! Enjoy the music, it's FINALLY here! We thought this day would never come :-) . We <3 you all....

Justina, Avi, & Mike

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released June 23, 2012

"System Failure"
Produced, Mixed & Mastered by Avinash Patel
Arranged by Avinash Patel & Justina Carubia
Samples from "Magnetic Poetry", "Relic", "Free Will"

"Magnetic Poetry"
Produced, Mixed, & Mastered by Avinash Patel
Music & Lyrics by Avinash Patel & Justina Carubia
Instrumentation:
Lead Vocals & Harmonies by Justina Carubia
Scream by Avinash Patel
Guitars by Avinash Patel
Bass by Ryan Wilson
Drums by Mike Lyon
Synths & Keys by Jon Santos

"Free Will"
Produced by Mike Lisa
Mixed by Mike Lisa
Mastered by Avinash Patel
Music & Lyrics by Avinash Patel & Justina Carubia
Instrumentation:
All Vocals by Justina Carubia
Guitars by Avinash Patel & Mike Lisa
Bass by Ryan Wilson
Drums by Mike Lyon
Other Percussion by Mike Lisa
Synths by Justina Carubia

"Clockwork"
Produced, Mixed, & Mastered by Avinash Patel
Music & Lyrics by Avinash Patel & Justina Carubia
Instrumentation:
Lead Vocals & Harmonies by Justina Carubia
Screams: Avinash Patel
Guitars by Avinash Patel
Bass by Ryan Wilson
Drums by Mike Lyon
Other Percussion by Avinash Patel

"My Mistake"
Produced by Mike Lisa
Mixed by Mike Lisa
Mastered by Avinash Patel
Music & Lyrics by Avinash Patel & Justina Carubia
Instrumentation:
All Vocals by Justina Carubia
Guitars by Avinash Patel, Mike Lisa, & Seth Pellum
Bass by Ryan Wilson
Drums by Mike Lyon
Other Percussion by Mike Lisa

"Relic"
Produced by Mike Lisa
Mixed by Mike Lisa
Mastered by Avinash Patel
Music & Lyrics by Avinash Patel & Justina Carubia
Instrumentation:
All Vocals by Justina Carubia
Guitars by Avinash Patel
Bass by Ryan Wilson
Drums by Mike Lyon
Other Percussion by Mike Lisa
Synths by Justina Carubia

"Aerborne"
Produced by Mike Lisa
Mixed by Mike Lisa
Mastered by Avinash Patel
Music & Lyrics by Avinash Patel & Justina Carubia
Instrumentation:
All Vocals by Justina Carubia
Guitars by Avinash Patel
Bass by Ryan Wilson
Drums by Mike Lyon
Other Percussion by Mike Lisa
Synths by Mike Lisa

"Mourning Waves"
Produced, Mixed & Mastered by Avinash Patel
Arranged by Avinash Patel
Strings Recorded by Mike Lisa
Cello by Sam Oh

"Goodbye August"
Produced by Mike Lisa
Mixed by Mike Lisa
Mastered by Avinash Patel
Music & Lyrics by Avinash Patel & Justina Carubia
Instrumentation:
Lead Vocals & Harmonies by Justina Carubia
Gang Vocals by Justina Carubia & Avinash Patel
Cello by Sam Oh
Guitars by Avinash Patel & Seth Pellum
Bass by Ryan Wilson
Drums by Mike Lyon
Other Percussion by Mike Lisa

Cover Art by Melanie Duzick
Cover Design by Justina Carubia & Avinash Patel

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Stelladeora (Justina Carubia, Avinash Patel, Mike Lyon, Neil Brown) is a female fronted rock band from New Jersey. They write catchy pop hooks with powerful, soaring vocals, over crunchy guitars. They are scheduled to release their debut EP "A Dosage From Delusional" this summer! Please check Stelladeora.com for all of their news and updates! ... more

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